I’ve figured out what I really wanted from the very beginning - and that is to break free from the things that make me feel uncomfortable and unhappy. Yes, I should have done this before. I sould have taken the first small steps. I shouldn’t have let anyone or any emotions to control what I really want to do in my life. I shouldn’t have focused on the past or worried about my future either. Because in reality, this life isn’t long to be completely stuck with bad choices, thoughts and things that ruin you from within. There is always a reason to be grateful for, and I am determined to cut down 99% of the things that destroy me. Happiness is a choice, and I am choosing it, everyday, from now on. :)

Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.

(via xyladevera)

I’m sick and tired of people who are trying to push us about marriage. For the record, we’ve only been together for year and a half, so top harassing us as we feel a lot of pressures from all of you! We still need some time to grow and to fix a lot of emotional baggage that we had from the past, and it took us a while to actually work them out. So, please!! I was having “the itch”, but I need to consider my boyfriend and to give whatever time he needed. 

It is tiring to answer the jokes and ward off the questions all the time. We will get married when we’re both emotionally and financially ready, okay? You are not paying for it, are you? No. So stop the “When are you two getting married?” spiel that we always get from all of you. We will eventually have the wedding when we can afford it, and leave us alone with that!.. Kk. *hehe* :)

K.

Thnx.

Bye.

Bleeh!

:)